The Black Sesame Stephie

A msg to u from me....

2010-05-25T01:24:00.004+08:00

To my dearest BFF,

Well, its been a while since we talk. Both of us are busy and I guess we went through lots of stuff during this time period. A lot of things did happen to me, I'm not sure bout u but I hope u are okie and get to sort things out properly.

Stuff which we didn't expect to happen had happen and we couldn't do anything to change it anymore. Let's let it pass and forget it ba, at least u know that u are not the only one who is going through it. I hope things would just pass and we'll just move on our life...

I've really got lots to tell you, but duno where to start. Well, I will just tell u the good news 1st ba. *take a deep breath* "Babe, I have passed all my exams already and will be graduating this 10th of July" I really hope you would come on my graduation day :)

And you promised me to go out wif me after exams de... U mai FFK ar... Hee~ I've really miss you and I really hope u were happy the passed few months. Oh well I mai start talking bout stuff d or else cannot stop writing till tmr. Lolz~

Last but not least~

Thank You for being you Babe ♥♥♥♥♥

Love,
♥Babi♥

Happy Birthday Choi SiWon!!!!

2010-04-08T04:16:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Choi SiWon~!!!!

Dearest Oppa,
Saeng-il chukhahae hamida~!
May God be with you~!
May all your dreams come true.
May your smile becomes the sunshine of the world.
Blessed health every year to come.
and most of all...

Make my Jie happy everyday by looking at you.
Kamsa hamida.
Oppa Saranghae yo~!

HAppy Easter~!

2010-04-05T06:12:00.003+08:00

Happy Easter Everyone~!

Remembrance of our Lord Jesus Christ, who died for us on the Cross, and who had risen up after 3days. Glory to God. Thank You Lord for saving us men who sinned against You. Thank you Lord for still loving us until this day. Keeping us save each and everyday. Glory to you for ever and ever~!!! Amen.

When i have time, I'll find out the true meaning of easter and how easter bunny and easter eggs came in the story.

Happy Birthday Lee HyukJae.

You are so lucky and blessed this year to be born on the same day of easter. May You be healthy and happy this year....
Saengil chukae Oppa!!!
Saranghae~<33

Something Funny.

2010-04-01T04:38:00.004+08:00

One night, when i went mandi normally I come out with a towel because I didn't wanna wet my clothes in the bathroom. So on the way out from the bathroom, I saw this notice which was sticking on the door of my hostel. It was there for a very long time already, but I chose this moment to actually read it. So here it is.

*Clickie Clickie* To enlarge it.

So it stated the rules of the Hostel and Fines if you break it, continues reading:

To make life easier, I'm gonna write down the rules and regulation:

Rules:

Loss key + Change lock (RM50)
Loss of proximity card (RM50)
Loss each key (RM10)
Loss vehicle's sticker (RM50)
Improperly dressed in the Hostel area (RM50)
Left key on the door (RM10)
Removing furniture from common area into room (RM50)
Irresponsible of throwing rubbish or littering (RM100)
Keeping pets in room (RM300)
Dirtying room or any parts of the hostel (RM100)
Nailing poster on the wall (RM50)
Leaving room lights or fan on when residents are not in the room (RM100)
Smoking in the hostel area(RM200)
Throwing left over food without using plastic bag, littering in the compound (RM50)
Breaking Curtain's railing(RM100)
Contributing Sound Pollution (RM50)
Staining the wall (RM100)

So I was looking at it while 1/2 naked So I also terasa not good la... Breaking the "Rules" Lolz
Last time when I stay that time there weren't any rules and fines like tat. Wow! If last time it has rules like this I guess all of us sure kena 99 de lol. These are wad I did last time.

Loss key
I always did. IDK why would I lock myself out from my own room
Improperly dressed in the Hostel area
Come out from the bathroom with only a towel
Left key on the door
After opening the door I forget to bring back the key in
Removing furniture from common area into room
Learn from Miss Carmen XD
Keeping pets in room
Remember my guinea pig XD
Nailing poster on the wall
Didn't nail them, I used blue tag nie
Leaving room lights or fan on when residents are not in the room
Learn from Duck XD
Contributing Sound Pollution
After I've got my speaker yang hebat I blast it everyday till the walls vibrate. XD
Staining the wall
Erm... The Blue Tack's stain.

I wonder how much will they find me last time if they have these rules. XD

Today I went Da Pao fried noodles and Porridge from the Auntie under the Tree. Sedaps~!

Erm do u notice something that is not right???
At 1st I didnt notice too but then.....
Seriously some thing is not right this picture...

So I remove my noodles and saw...

OMG!!!! Its Shinee and Hyun Joong's picture which the auntie used to wrap my fried noodles. And I had some porridge stained on Hyun Joong's face...
=(
Im so sorry... Feel so bad after I notice the thing....

Once again I duno how this happened to bunny. It just made the silliest move ever. Lolz~

Bunny wearing my bunny coat Yay~

On the way back Ipoh.
Gloomy evening~

Where are you Kim Kibum? I miss you....

2010-03-27T05:36:00.006+08:00

Dearest KiBum,

Where have you been? You have been MIA ever since.... haiz I also don't know when... Feeling sad and disappointed not seeing u in The Super Show2.I really wanna meet you and say

Oppa Sarang heyo!!!

Well I guess I've gotta wait till I get a chance. I miss you so much... Where did you go???

and, I've finally found you....

Kim KiBum, member of Super Junior has been acting in this movie called "Joomoonjin"
Its a Romantic Ghost story, and he is the Main Guy Character. Erm actually he is acting as the Ghost.

The Plot of the movie:

A magical love story involving a man who lives his life like a ghost and a country girl that falls in love with him.

On a rural mountain in Jumunjin, South Korea a girl named Jina (Hwang Bo-Ra) runs a mountain lodge. The place is soon set to close down because of rumors that ghosts live in the lodge. Jina then encounters a ghost (played by Kim Ki-Beom) who she takes an interest in. But, the closer she gets to help him the further the ghost pushes her away.

I'm on the way watching it. The Girl Character damn Chiko lo. Lols... Kibum is a damn hot Ghost. I want him like so badly. Ish Ish Ish....

Here are some cute pictures of my Darling KiBum

This is the girl.
My Kibum look so cute sial!!!
Wanna kasi him Ciuman Musim Bunga!!!

The Movie Pictures

OMG LONG HAIR KIBUM.
*FAINTS*

I feel like crying too.
T.T

Omg darling playing Guitar... So lam man!!!

Omg he is so cute its not even funny. At least I've found where he is now. I hope he will be joining back the group soon.

I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him
T.T

Oppa, may you be well and healthy. I'll be waiting for you to come back hoping to see you in person one day.
Oppa, Sarang hamida~!

Cha Cha Cha Change

2010-03-22T23:02:00.002+08:00

Its time to change. Was so looking forward to upload pictures n video of SUJU's concert. When I open my PC, the screen was red in colour, I was like Wtf.. So angry man... And cannot online. Was so sedih.. Adui... So anyway will upload pictures and video when I get a change... Well, am in Kampar right now... Coming back soon to up date my KL trip n Suju's concert.

Tatas~!

Random Update

2010-03-18T02:30:00.014+08:00

Weather is damn hot here... But I guess its a bit better than the Chinese New Year Season. I have been very hard working to clean up my room and mop the floor. Lolz... If you know me well enough, you may know how was my room like last 3 years back. XD

This week Chemistry class has change to morning class. Sux I hate morning class... It suck all my energy out, didn't wanna wake up. Computer class was fun, I guess i know wad am I learning...This Friday will be my mid term. i hope I can get good grades for it~!

Erm... Made some new friends this week, Actually it was "Ah Fong"'s -my only fren in class- friends. We went out for dinner together in town. I had this Claypot Noodle which cost me only Rm2.70. I'm like stun when she pay me back the balance. It was so mega cheap. It even have egg inside of it.

Went Tesco and bought some juice and Puding~ This are so good during hot weather!

My favourite flavour is Honey Dew~!
Actually I liked all of them~!
Sedaps~

I have been good for attending class frequently. XD

This is how I look in college. Damn nerdy hor?
I love my fake glasses.

Had cut and straighten my hair.

Secara tak sengaja, I ask my hair dresser to cut me a straight fringe, and he asked me to close my eyes while he cut. After he finish cutting, I open my eyes and looked at the mirror, I was damn shocked to see myself, because It makes me look like Lady Gaga the Poker Face stlye. Lolz, so I secretly lauging at the salon. XD Too bad I wasn't blonde if not sure look like her more. Hahas.

LADY GAGA

And Presenting Lady Steph Gaga......

This pic is damn Epic!

My Friend is calling my Baby Gaga~

He said: Watzup Baby Gaga? R u the cool gurl in claz?
LOLX!!!!

Here are some of my camwhore pictures.
XD

I LOVE BUNNY AND HIPPO~!

Scenery outside my room~

Oh yea!!! The otherday I went Watson and bought this de-worm tablets because I suspect I have a big worm in me. I know its dumb but this is a true story. I ate the tablets which are these at night.

and then, the nx day i pooped. I know its gross but this really happen!!!! I saw some this like a black long tape stuck on the poop. I suspect its the worm. So after de-worming I felt better. Even my appetite got smaller. Kekes

3 more days till i see Super Junior!!!
OHOHOHOHOHO
Gonna hear Sorry Sorry LIVE....
Wakakakas~

There are actually 13 member de. But 3 of them couldn't make it.
They are:

Kim KiBum -sudah lama main MIA now he is acting some where- *my favourite member lai de. Damn sad...
Han Geng -the Chinese Guy- He is suing SM for over working him... Damn sad lo he's gonna leave the group... DAMN SEDIH I CRIED WATCHING BLUE TOMORROW!!!
Kangin -was sued for fighting so will not be joining the group for a while. Haiz....

Rememberence of our missing Members.

KiBum Oppa...

Kangin Oppa

Han Geng Oppa.

Oh well, at least 10 of them are coming... Plus Henry Lau the Violinist.

Must give full support to Henry~! He is trying his best already.

Finally SuJu coming Malaysia for concert. I am very excited to see them. I wanna give Ciuman Panas kepada Abang Hee Chul... Wakakaks... Hope to welcome them in the airport. KeKes~! Will be going over to KL this Friday and coming back on Sunday evening. Will be skipping baking class because of SuJu~ Lolz... It okie already cuz I bribe my Sifus with food today. Kekes...

Right then sleeping time gotta rush to class tmr again. Hope to update more nx time.... Take care till then~!

Manyak Manyak Stories~!

2010-03-11T04:30:00.009+08:00

Story No.1: As Promise, Kampar Life.

Well this is my bed~ I forgot to take a picture of the room. Nx time 1st ba~

Yep its full of my stuff. Kekes... Feel more secure to have them here.

This is the view from my window. I should take pictures of the scenery.

Bought some snacks from Tesco:

Milk
Honey Stars
Biscuit and Cookies

The honey stars was disappointing. Remember last time when u eat honey stars? The milk will become sweet. Now the cereal really lost its quality. It was TASTELESS!!! So disappointed, really wanted to eat HoneyStars badly. The Teddie cookie goes really well with milk~!

I've got this table from Pasar Malam for only Rm20. It is fold-able and portable. So cool man. i like this a lot. Its the same height as my bed so I could put my stuff nx to my bed~!

I normally Da Pao food back to my house to eat because I have no friends to accompany me for meals. So better eat at home rather to eat there all alone, and I have this fear of seeing people I know and they start to ask you "U alone ar?" I rather take away and run away and eat in a place where no one can see me. As u can see, I over ate that night. It was all my favourie food. I had it for dinner and couldn't finish it. I kept it there until supper time.

I realized weird insects like to visit my room. Scary man. I hate insects, I even hate the one who come and kacau me or land on my face. Screw it sial!!!! That is was the white moth did to me. Dangz... Yesterday a green moth came in my room.

Supper

My best friend. Mamee Tom Yum Bihun when I get hungry at night.

I cooked in my room with the induction cooker I brought. Very handy and convenient.

The Funniest thing happen today~

Lolz~ When I wanted to go mandi, I went to look for my towel. I really duno how it got arounf bunny, and Bunny was posing in such a sexy way with my towel.

Story No.2: Shoes

I bought 6 pair of shoes this month. I feel bad sial... But since I haven't been buying Shoes and clothes for a very long time I shall forgive myself. XD

1st Pair cost nie RM12
Ok la use to pakai for normal oaction, I dun even have nice kasut biasa. Ciz

2nd Pair, 2 inch high heels
cost i think Rm30++

3rd pair: Cost nie RM6.90
I like it cuz its pretty and it has cherry blossom on it plus my fav colour^^
Can wear in Pasar Malam.

4th pair: My favourite pair!!!
Cost RM12 ONLY
The most comfortable flats ever! Looks pretty and it matches my nails.

5th pair: My pumps, my pumps my pumps my pumps.
ITS SO PRETTY!!!!
Really like the flower buckle its so elegant~!
It cost: RM39.90

6th pair: I saw alot of people wearing these kind of shoes so I wanted a pair too.
Some really had big jewel on it where I don't really like, but this pair just had the perfect size of jewel on it. So i chose it~!
This cost: Rm34 like tat. I forget.

Story No.3: 1st Successful and Well Decorate Cake

I have been practicing to make the flower right. Well I guess practice does makes perfect~!
I'm satisfy with myself. Lols^^ So this is a shaped No.1 cake.

1. Cut the cake into the shape of a 1
2. Put the 1st layer of cream (berry nipis de)
3. Apply 2nd layer of cream and spread it smoothly
4. Use pipping bag to make side decorations
5. Make the flower Icing and place it on top.

Well what do u think of my peony flower?
This is my most favourite flower among all of them and I took so long to master the skill to make this.
The Happy Birthday in Mandarin was written by me. Lols... Sorry it looks like shyt.

Story No.4: Teluk Batik

Was force to go Teluk Batik cuz someone wanted to go there. Was actually very tired and wanted to sleep.

Explanation from my friend Ki Bun:

Alex Chia: sum body told me frm kampar go teluk batik only take half an hour...then i follow...we move on 2am...then i keep asking "sudah mau sampai ka?"my fren say almost liao...mana tau...2 hour juz reach there...==then go to walk no more than 15 min...go b to kampar...2 hour again...2+2=4hour...no point i go there...dunno y i ...follow==wuwuwuwu~vry tire nw...later still wan b KL...my midnite pass like tat...so yam gong wo...

Yea he posted this in FB. I guess its more than enuff of explanations. Actually there were more stories behind but I'm gonna skip it ba... He complaining tired! Who is the one driving? Zzzz...

So anyway here are some pictures I took there.

Story No.5: My Dumbness

Where shall I start?

1. Yesterday night I went mandi, so normally I come out with a towel, but I forgot to close the windows in my room, so i switch off the light in my room so outside can't see anything la. Close already I tried to get my clothes which are in the drawer in my cupboard, when I bend down, I knock my head on the cupboard door because I couldn't see anything. I was thinking, It was all my fault for closing the light a know i couldn't see in the dark. =.=

2. I went to pasar malam with my ONLY friend or so called classmate named Ah Fong. I bought Chee Cheong Fun and Tong Sui and some snacks. She had to go back to class after that, so we ate in the car. I ate the Chee Cheong Fun yang paling sedap di dunia which I am going to promote his stall nx week~! Yah so I ate the Chee Cheong Fun and it was pedas, so I was asking Ah Fong,

Me: Why today this Chee Cheong Fun so pedas geh? -Cuz last week I ate that one was sweet de?
Ah Fong: Ur fault for not telling him u wanted not pedas de.

Omg she is right, I didn't tell the fella I didn't want it spicy. My fault... So she asked me to drink the tong sui to kurangkan the pedas. So I suck the tong sui with the straw, Yah I suck the straw. Yes I did suck. but why the tong sui wont come out??? Ah Fong looking at me, wondering wad the hell was I doing? she then said "lift up the straw la u are sucking the plastic bag la". So i was like.... ? "OH! I see no wonder it couldn't come out". She was looking at me one kind so I smile back at her. Was so pai se sial.

3. This was at baking class, that time was practicing making the flower deco,

Sifu asked me: Stephanie, what's ur progress?
I answerd: I'm on the way.

Okie for us english educated 'On the way" means that we are half way there or almost done. Its normal for us to understand it. But Sifu finds it funny for me to say because in his point of view "on the way""on the way" is like driving like and you are going to a certain destination like that.

So he look at me and said, "on the way wo? u sampai where d?"
So I answered "Almost reach reach toll d lo"
And all of them laugh.
And the whole evening they have been talking about Jalan Raya, who sampai where d. Kekeks all because of the "on the way" influence.

4. Just now Pastor Chong came visit my house. They were talking about Mr Brown, so I was wondering who was that so I asked, Jie answered Gordon Brown. I was like who is that le? and they said UK Prime Minister. So I was like Oh okie... Then I ask den Bush leh? Jie answer that is US the Prime Minister. Oh ya hor... And I ask so how is he n0w? Jie said he retire d now OBAMA took over. I was shock. I didnt know Bush resign d... So I asked Jie then OSAMA? She answered OSAMA is the TERRORIST LA!!!

5. I just realized ar... That I can upload more that 1 picture at a time in blogspot by clicking -Add another Image- All these while I have been uploading 1 picture at a time. I feel so dumb... Zzzzzz... Oh well, the good news is I know how to upload more than 1 picture at a time already. Thank You...

Time Flies~

2010-03-04T12:34:00.003+08:00

It has been almost 2 weeks starting classes in Kampar. Busy busy busy. Going there and coming back cuz my car rosak.

Was quite lonely there. A lot things happen and I duno where to start off. haiz...

Was quite disappointed of some stuff which i couldn't change the fact.

I wish some times I could be more stronger and protect myself by saying NO to some stuff because by saying YES it would hurt myself more. After saying YES and I have to go through all the shyte and bare it alone. And I was not being appreciated! Not that I expect anything from u, its just a lil bit of appreaciation is that so hard to give?
If u dun have feelings for me, dun bother to ask me out or pretend u care for me. Just freaking leave me alone and dun try to control my life. This is the 2nd time you lead me on and let me down. I hate this feeling and its coming from the same person somemore. Well if i am just a friend to u, just leave me alone. Don't complain when I dun pick up calls or dun reply msgs, Dont complain for not seeing u for so long, Dont complain for not accompanying u to do stuff, Don't complain for not going to trips with you. Why do u have to make me so important to u at the 1st place? Well thank you for breaking my heart once again.
I was sad when Thava say I'm being cheap to simply fetch a drunk guy back to his home. He said "Why do u have to act so cheap? It wasn't ur problem right? dun simply go and knock ur head and tell me it is pain la. U sendiri come cari pasal only." I really terasa lo. I was emo the whole night and wanted to talk to some one about it, but all are either away or busy or didn't wanna talk. So I cried the entire journey home from Bercham back home after sending his boss home. I feel like a looser, where as I was just trying to help.
I know its my effin fault for being so soft and easy to tell off. Can I please be stronger? I hate the people who usik me in class. Shyte la them. I hate them, why cant they leave me alone? Bloody Bastards.

Hmph.... Well thats all for now.. Im off to kampar again. Will update more bout Kampar Life in my nx post. Tatas for now~

2010-02-24T11:12:00.004+08:00

Lols~ Sorry for the shitty post earlier. Was rushing to go to class. Yea, regarding to my earlier post, I have shifted to Kampar again. Yes again. I will be having classes for Chemistry and Computer & database management system. Classes will be on Monday to Friday. I've found a place to stay there.

Weather is complety shitty recently. 1st day in Kampar I have transform into Roasted Suckling Pig.

Yes is this bad.

1st day I register for my subjects and did banking to my College and come back College and Pay and get resit and bla bla bla see lecturer, copy time table. My time table was occupied on Monday till Friday. The time damn shitty lo. Computer class is all morning class, and Chemistry Class is all in late evening. Adui. Wanna come back Ipoh also susah le...

Later on look accommodation there to stay. I beg the fella to rent me the place because they change the rules which must rent minimum 1 year, and I just needed to stay for 2- 3monts nie. And OMG i forgot I have a hidden talent which I totally forget. This you must ask Daph, she kena till beh tahan d. LOLS~ Which is nagging. HAHAHAHS

YEa nagging, I was like nagging the woman there to bloody rent me a room till i have to say words like this:

Please gimme a room.
If u dun gimme a room where am I gonna stay? In the car izzit?
Come la... I stay 2-3 month only. I can give u back the room early.
I really bo place to stay le.... come la come la rent me a room la..

So finally they kesian me yang no place to stay and rented me a room. My case they put special case. LOLS~ Thank God for my hidden talent.

I stay back to attend Chemistry class at 4-6pm and after class i flew back Ipoh, So sleepy, and I terus sleep when come back till 1am some thing wake up eat dinner and pack my stuff to stay a kampar. Pack till morning and terus went to class.

It was computer class at 11am-1pm. I went to class and guess wad? I was the only student. Lols~ So class dismiss earlier le. Lecturer say wait the nx day nie teach.

Weather was n change at all. IT WAS BURNING HOT. I HAD BEEN TRANSFORM INTO BURNT PIG.

Zzzzzzz

Adui. I went to check in my room and pack n clean it up. I did a good job mopping the floor 10 times because it was so hot. Ah Ting help me to take my stuff up my room. Thank God it was only 1st floor. Wasn't alot of thing though. Only the stuff I need le plus my stuff toys. XD

I brought Bunny and Hippo there. Last time was Doggie who teman me. Debating shall I bring him as well. See la how.

Evening got class. Den after class I pass out in my room, then came abck Ipoh cuz Malat is leaving already. im sorry I coudn't teman u longer... Safe Journey back yea~ Come back soon to Chiko with us ar.. Will miss u every day n night... Hohoho.. Kasi u ciuman panas sebelum pergi.... MUA MUA MUA MUAXXXX

BAik lah selamat tinggal everyone, Will come back weekend for baking class. See u all soon~!

Good Bye Ipoh, and Halo to Kampar!

2010-02-23T05:42:00.002+08:00

yah so good bye~!

Wisdom Tooth

2010-02-06T04:58:00.012+08:00

I never in my life wanted to see a dentist this badly. Yesterday night, my gums started aching. and I feel it start to grow bigger and bigger. It hurts me the whole night I couldn't even sleep.

It looks like this...

See the swollen gum there. I couldn't even close my teeth together and couldn't even talk properly in the morning...

The whole night I have been applying bonjela on it to reduce the pain.

I almost use half of the tube already. I was so thirsty but couldn't swallow anything, my jaw and ear hurts at well.

This was a full tube bonjela before I use it.

I waited till moning 9am and call up the clinic to make an appointment to treat my gums.

1st Clinic I called was fully booked.
2nd Clinic I called, they gave me 4.45pm. I was like I pain till wanna die and didn't sleep the whole night u expect me to tahan till then ar???
3rd Clinic i called, they didn't pick up.
4th Clinic I called, the earliest appointment they gave me was 3.30pm and I didn't know where the hell it was..

So finally Jie came back. I cried to dad saying pain like shit like tat. He ask me to ask Jie to fetch me to the 3rd clinic to go there and wait better than waiting here la... So Jie fetch me there... THANK GOD that they have place for now.... I only have to wait for 1/2hour nie...

So Jie and I waited till then and finally it was my turn.

And I come out in less than 5 minutes.... XD

The Dentist said it was bloody swollen... He see see and cucuk cucuk abit den he told me there was a wisdom tooth under the gum was growing. He said he's gonna give me antibiotic and pain killers and if it still hurts I have to go back on Monday to operate the gum and remove all the pus and remove the cut off the gum and later need to pull out the wisdom tooth.

I pain till mother also dun recognize me already I go ask him can operate now ar? he was shock and said no. Lols...

Had McD for lunch... Because I cannot bite, I had bubur ayam, I ate all the porridge and left the chicken and onion behind... i cannot even bite a small piece of chicken. Imagine the pain....

So this are my medicine....

This was last year when I pull out my wisdom tooth... Freaky...

The Equipments was bloody freaky... The needle which he used to poke me was freaking long.... I think he gave me about 3-4 injections to numb the gums.
After pulling my tooth it bleed so bloody much sial. I was like swallowing blood.

Damage on myself

I think this year I quite malang for gettthing bruises and scars.

I burnt myself with the oil, knock my knuckles on the steel when I trip, trip on the tap water and got a big bruise on the leg, Lat dou on a hot plate and scratch by my cats and dogs.

Baking classses.

Chrysanthemum flower and some flower. XD
See also know Sifu make de.. Lols..

The pretty one le not I made de... Lols... See the most untidy one le is I made de la...

Those was fake cream lai de.. Not eatable de... We need to beat it to make it firm. So I offered to beat the cream. I put it in the big mixing bowl and wanna pull the bowl up to be beaten. I was like pulling the handle of the machine and producing a noice "HEK HEK HEK" while pulling the handle... I didnt know Sifu was in the class room as well... I look behind he was giving me the WTF look and every one laugh at me.... So pai se that time and i did it so naturally some more..... So end up he help me to beat the cream and scoop it out to the small pails... XD

Replacement Baking Class 4

Continuing to make sweet dough. Made sausage bun, ham bun, peanut bun, custard bun.

During lunch time, I go kacau Sifu again and they were force to eat lunch with me... Actually one of them didnt wanna go de, and the other one ask me do u wanna eat lunch and I nod in a kesian way. XD So they were force to go with me. HAhahahas.. They went yum cha lo.. I ate chap fan again.

My bunny and babi custard bread
Sedaps...

I was so tired I slept in class while waiting for the bread to rise...

Hopes of the Mandarin Orange.
-To give us prosperity because its called KAM = GOLD
-So the more you eat the more Gold u get.

The other day was craving to eat mandarin oranges, so went to buy it.
Night time I at like 3 biji of mandarin oranges.
In the morning sakit perut till wanna pengsan wo... Kanasai orange really kasi me PRODUCE GOLD.
Ish Ish Ish...

Replacement Baking Class 3

2010-01-30T05:08:00.002+08:00

Its the 3rd day of my replacement class today. The whole night couldn't sleep was insomia for a while and then had this weird dream. Heard the the alarm rang at 8.45, woke up, woke WK up for class, when back to sleep.

Aksi-aksi seekor babi...

And.... I over sleep... I woke up at 10am... I was like oh Shimata... Went to bathe, and get ready for class. Ask driver to send me to class and manage to reach there around 10.30am. Yosh~ came class and Sifu wasn't there. Hohoohoh so didn't kena scold. XD appreantly he lost his car keys. So the whole day his mood wasn't that good.

I'm quite disapointed on myself because I couldn't beat the bloody bread right. Zzzzz It was too wet this time. Even my juniors can do better than me. It is so memalukan as a senior. Zzzzz...

Lunch break I went to cari they all -my sifus- to makan. 1 playing computer, 2 reading magazine. Thank God he found back his key. It was inside the rubbish bin with his nasi lemak stuff. XD

Went back bake bread.

Finish school, i call mama to come fetch me, and she send driver over. I wanted at the shop there. Everyone was there. Even the headmaster. They keep teasing Sifu de Key hilang and stuff la.. And when Ah Hoe Sifu saw me, he asked me "lei cho mat ye wo?" The same joke which he created to tease me. Lols.

Den I was like peeping at the door to see whether driver reach already anot. Sifu ask me, today u no drive meh? i said no ar... Hard to find parking, then they started to tease me say his driver bring his ant to see doctor today. XD

Ah Hoe Sifu was like smelling his shirt which he was holding. He smell till song song like that den I was hou kei, I tought the shirt was like clean and have soap smell... So I went and smell it. It was smelly. Sendiri cari pasal. =.= got cigarate smell de. He say he cannot afford to buy branded perfume, den i was like dog perfume? He said no la.. Ha u bad ar say i use dog perfume.....

So later Driver came, Ah Boon Sifu and Ah Kit Sifu send me out and say bye bye to me..

Went home and slept. Was to tired. Was suppose to go eat dinner with gong gong but was like having a bad migrane so continue to sleep. Watch Mai Otome with Jie today... Orh hebat nya.. Jie downloade Black Butler...

OMG SEBASTIAN IS SO FREAKING COOL!!!
CALL ME LADY!!!!

Intersdting things that happen today

2010-01-29T04:44:00.009+08:00

After sending Gong Gong home, Jie wanted buy a cardboard for homework. But we got thirsty on the way. So drop by at Lou Wong Nga Choi Kai there to get some drinks.

So I went down and ordered some drinks from the Boss who is sitting at the counter. Conversation goes like this:

Me: I wanna da pao drinks pls.
Boss: What drinks u want?
Me: Erm 1 Kam....... -I forget wad's it called-
Boss: Kam Kat Sui izzit?
Me: YAh YAh Kam Kat Sui, and one more..... -I forget wad Jie wants d- So I asked, wad leung Sui u have ar?
Boss: Tung Gua Longan
Me: YAh Yah... one of those please.
Boss: U want Ice?
Me: YEs please.
Boss: -Order people to da pao it for me-
and he asked me: U didn't da pao noodles ar?
Me: -answer naively- Nope
Boss: Oh den where are u gonna drink this?
Me: In the car lo. -while paying him money-

after handing the drinks to me I said thank you and bye bye to the Boss. And I just notice myself coming to a famous tauge ayam shop just to da pao drinks. Like how to say..

Seperti pergi ke Italy and makan McD like that. Lols...

So on the way Jie said there is a Duck shop near by and I said I wanna see. So this reminds me of my Duck.. Lols Its Dela Duck not Bela Duck... Lols..... Hahahahhas I pandai Pandai go tell ppl its Bela Duck -Rare Duck- XD

DELA DUCK

orh babe also DD
Daphy Duck.
XD

Wonders wad does it have inside.

So Nx destination was parade. and there was this uncle driver driving like chikopek, driving in the middle of the road and turned where he cannot turn and almost hit our car and I press on Wk's hon.

It goes PEEEEEEEENNNNNN. and WK said Padan Muka.
I tease WK saying, If it were u who hon it will be "peen" yang pendek.
And we laugh whole journey.

Jie went popular at Parade to get her stuff while I waited in the car.
Got a nite scene of parade from the car.

Cupcake yang Mega Comel.
Everyday we will praise her with songs created by WK.

Example:

CupCupCupCupCupCupCuppie
CupCupCupCupCupCupCuppie
I love the Cuppie
You love the Cuppie
We loves the cuppie
Everyone loves the Cup
everyone loves the Cuppie
Who's the Chou Chou CupCake?
Ugly Fuck Face
Fuckie Cupcake
Fuck Fuck CupCake
Who is the Comel Lil girl?

Credits to WK for such great imagination.

Snowy
Song dedicated to you:
Created today by WK:
-Follow Big Bang and 2NE1 den Lollypop rhythm-

Verse 1
Nah that's not QQCupCake

Verse 2
Snowy Snowy Snowy Fart
Oh My Snowy Fart
Snowy Snowy Snowy Fart
Oh Snowy Fart Fart

The rapping part belum dicipta. So till nx time~
Toodles~

Baking Replacement 2 (Ark of Love)

2010-01-28T06:01:00.004+08:00

Baking Class History:
Place: Chef Siew Baking Center. http://www.chefsiew.com
Days: Saturday & Sunday
Time.3pm-6.30pm or some times earlier

Classmates: XD

Rachel -Sifu and my translator-
Yean -tallest, im closest to her cuz she jaga me-
Teng -our dai kar jie-
Mei Yee -lefthanded and vegetarian-
Janet -youngest among us-
and I Lols -the most mafan student, dun understand hard cantonese, need translation from Rachel,misses lots of class cuz went holidays-

So 6 of us are known as:

Young's Female Warriors

-Yeung Kar Jiong-

Erm I'm not too sure bout the details of this but it seems like there's this chinese drama very long time ago where the women has to fight for behalf their family. I guess.

Even thou we see each other twice a week we manage to have this simple yet caring friendship between us. Its nice to have them as classmate and friend. Exam time was like the most gan cheong part ever. We all encourage each other that our dough is rising well. We once said waiting for the dough to rise is like waiting for our wives to deliver the baby.

So anyway Im the only one who need to attend replacement classes to for going holidays and skipping class. I guess I need to come like 7 more times only can clear my debts. So now I need to be there no Monday, Wednesday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday. Everyone was shock to see me there. Even headmaster ask me wad am I doing there. Lols.

Just to make things more easier to understand. I have 3 Sifu all together, not including the Headmaster.
Sifu level 1 Ah Kit Sifu -BREAD-
Sifu level 2 Ah Hoe Sifu -CAKE-
Sifu level3 Ah Boon Sifu -CAKE DECO-
Headmaster Chef Esben Siew -ADVANCE CAKE DECO-

So today was my 2nd Day of replacement class. Woke up at 9am and got ready. I didn't drive today because the parking was so limited there. Mum dropped me there at 9.45am. Our car was like just behind Ah Kit Sifu's car. So when reach I went down the car and wanted to take my equipment box which is on the front seat. My driver suddenly come out and intend to help me with it, and at the same time.......

den den den........
=.=

At the same time, Ah Boon Sifu came out from the center and both of them saw Soosai and they got shocked. I said to him its okie Soo Sai I can carry the box myself. Then I berpura-pura nothing happen but feeling awkward and great them "Good Morning" and walked to class.

And guess wad?

I WAS THE EARLIEST TODAY. Pecah my record im Miss Late guild book.

So I switch on the lights and aircon, waiting for my other classmates to come.

Replacement Class Classmate:

Jessica
Choong
Ah Wah
Gou Lou -actually he's the shortest but people calls him gou lou- (tall guy)
and 1more I dun know his name.

Today we made Sweet Bun and Kaya Raisin Bun. I'm happy I get to practice my sweet bun. I forget to take pictures of it.

So lunch time.

One of my classmate ask me wad's my plan for lunch.
so I answered erm.. Guess Im following Sifu for lunch. =cuz I'm not close with them ma, tak kan I go tag along follow them to McD meh.
So i waited for him at the main shop there. I go cari Ah Boon Sifu makan but they were upstairs. I waited for a while den I peep the staircase there and saw Ah Boon Sifu and Ah Hoe Sifu coming down. I pandai pandai go tanya "Lei cho mat ye wo?" meaning wad are you doing there. Intention is to ask is the performance upstairs and are you preparing for the performance of some how like that la. But they misunderstood me and Ah Hoe Sifu ask me back "Lei cho matt yea wo?" and I naively answer "mou ye ar". And they started to laugh saying I suddenly come from no where and ask "What are you doing?" I didn't find it funny at 1st but see them laughing at it I find myself dumb too.

Den I go ask Ah Boon Sifu, U can eat lunch mei?
He said okie wait him awhile. So Ah Kit Sifu came and ask Daniel to tapao food for him. So Ah Boon Sifu, Daniel and I went to this shop and tapao chap fan and went back to shop to eat. Ah Boon Sifu ask me today u park very far again ar? I answered today I bo drive come wo. Den he said oh ya hor today got Ahmad fetch u come wo... So paise le that time. Adui...

So after lunch we went back class to bake the bread. Later on while waiting for other bread to rise Sifu ask us to go see the performance downstairs while waiting for the dough to rise. So we went down to the shop. I find it BLOODY BORING. I couldn't understand wad they are saying. Zzzzz. So I went to Ah Boon Sifu's class room to buat kacau. Appreantly Ah Hoe Sifu was there as well. He was decorating a cake. So i go kepochi them. The students were all icing the the cake, then Ah Hoe Sifu ask me to grab a chair to sit. I was sitting near the door so people come in kindda bang on me, and then Sifu ask me to shift to sit with him.

Den he ask me to peel Kiwi for him, and tahu la aku bukan orang biasa apabila memegang pisau. My speed of peeling a Kiwi is more faster then orang biasa setelah speed training making 10 fruit platter in Palace. XD He was like shock, "oh cepatnya engkau. adakah selalu potong kat rumah? I geleng kepala act as if tak tahu buat like that. Hohohoohoh... Oh teruk nya... Hey takkan tell them I pernah kerja at 5 star hotel meh? later they dun wan to teach me properly le. Say this bitch know so many things and yet come here belajar buat cake.

So later on i balik my own class to continue to bake bread. Nothing much happen then cuz i was sleepy.

Jie came pick me up at 4some thing like that, I came home go groom Bella and Spray perfume on in. Hahahahahha. I put her in my spongebob bag and brought her back to my school. I went back there again to show cute cute Bella to them... They were shock when I took out a puppy from my bag. XD

Headmaster was like. Hmmm I recognize this smell, its CK1998 punya perfume. I was like laughing all the way.

Ah Hoe Sifu said "Can pinjam me 1day ar? I return it to you tmr" I said no its mine...

Bella became the center of attention of everyone there. Everyone came to play with her.

Ah Boon Sifu ask me to give it to him. Lols i said no of cuz. Then he keep saying Bella is his and say we take his dog away.

Ah Kit Sifu wanted to take picture of her but she kept moving. So he put her on the stacks chair, but still gagal.

*Notice the stacks of chairs.

After awhile of attention, everyone went back to do their stuff, left Ah Hoe Sifu, Bella and I at the classroom. Bella was still on the chair while Ah Hoe Sifu was sayang-ing her, and u know was she do???

SHE PEE-ED ON THE STACKS OF CHAIRS. THE PEE FLOWS DOWN TO THE OTHER CHAIR THROUGH THE HOLE!!!!

I was completely stun and didnt know wad to do. and you know wad happen???

OK PAUSE FOR A WHILE....

I ask you 1 question. how many guys would offer to clean up your dog's pee? Okie imagine, u brought your dog to party at ur friend's house and there where many people, and your dog terpee on the floor, HOW MANY "GUYS" WILL OFFER TO CLEAN THE PEE FOR YOU?
I know guys now a days aren't as courteous as the western country, terutama lelaki MALAYSIA. CIZ damn pei si the cinapek yang rude... Expect girls to hold the door for them and never say thank you at all. Don't even bother to hold the door for a girl. Where's the phrase of ladies 1st?

Ok RESUME BACK.....

Question, who clean the pee on the stacks of chairs? Dengan reflex yang cepat, Ah Hoe Sifu took the chair behind and wash it. In a few second I feel

.......

I was touch by his gentleman-ness. Normal people wouldn't do that, they'll ask you to eat shit if they were to touch those disgusting pee. Respect level for him increase 5 levels. I thoroughly respect these kinda of people.

After peeing, Bella became playful and started to nibble his fingers. He played with her in such a gentle way and she keep nibbling his fingers. Bella was so cute lying on his shoes while biting his fingers. He asked me how come she keeps biting him and i answered, cuz you got cake smell on ur hands. Lols.

Bella followed me everywhere I walked. I keep pushing her to him and she keeps running back to me. XD

Later Ah Boon Sifu intend to kidnap her away, and I followed him everywhere he go and he said why u keep following me de.

Later on all 3 Sifu followed headmaster to go to see cars and Pet Shop. Headmaster says he wanna get 5 poodles. XD So before leaving, everyone says bye bye to me. Thats my day today.

P/S: Babe said I got Princess feel like that. XD

Baking Class

2010-01-26T06:22:00.006+08:00

Last Saturday n Sunday we learnt to decorate the cake.
- The Top
- The Sides
- The Botton
- Icing Decorations

So here is the example of a well decorate cake.

Ignore the left one. That is an act of an armature. XD
Theme?
Tahi berputar~! Creative hor??

REPLACEMENT CLASS

I manage to wake up in the morning XD
Class was 10am to 4pm.

THERE ARE NO BLOODY PARKING WHEN I REACH THERE.

So I had to park behind the carpark which was so bloody far away. I ask the Auntie next to my car whether can I park there, she said, yes u can but u have to pay the fee opposite the road, I was like that is so far away and I had to rush to class already. She say its okie if no one sees ur car all they'll do is just stick a piece of paper on ur car. Im like oh well guess i have no choice already. I had to pok 1 pok. When I came out for the car, Thank GOD 2 of my teachers was driving pass that carpark, they offered drive me to class~ so I need not to walk so bloody far.. Hohohooohohooh Happy nya... Its like a blessing to me on my 1st day of replacement class...

I reach class at 10.30 some thing. Luckily my Sifu didnt scold me... He ordered "my fellow classmates" to speak english to me. I was treated like a special guest. Lols.... Perasaan~

Sifu ask me, "Oi lei mei fan seng ar?" means "Hey u still alselep ar?"
Den I smiled.

So today we had to make the snow bun and raisin bread or some how..
Went there measure the ingredients and make the dough.

I didnt know they had lunch break.

Sifu ask me, wad u wanna do during lunch break? u wanna go eat or go home to sleep.
I mumbled, I duno le..
He said u wanna come eat anot?
Den I said orh okie la, jalan.
Den he went to angkat his barang and den go cari other Sifu for lunch.

It seems weird to go lunch with the, erm i mean orang atasan at class. U know la, normally students will got with students and then teacher will go with teachers, but I bodo bodo go tag along with Sifu. It seems weird, but then I tak kenal the other people also.. How la wana tag along???

Sifu asked me"Sure you not used to wake up so early le, normally wake up at this hour hor?"
That time was 2pm like that.
I just nod....
and they laugh.

And guess who I bump into during lunch???

YOU GUESS ALSO CANNOT GUESS CORRECT LE!!!!!

Its MVP Wai Kuan... I was also shock when she called me from behind. I thought she went back home already. Den she tag along come makan with Sifu they all. HAHAHAS!!!

Later after makan Wai Kuan balik dulu. Ben Sifu talked with me bout computer stuff... Den King Gai le... Later on Brian Sifu came da pao kopi ice... Den we all walked back to the center.

This is my bunny snow bun. XD

Sifu ask me, is this a bunny?
I answered yep.
He ask again how come its rectangle?
I said because its a robot bunny.

Silent~

Then everyone began to laugh.

We had this test today, We had to knead 1kg++ of dough and divide it into 60gm each in 5mins.

I passed the 5mins test, but my arm muscle hurt after that.
I failed the 4mins test. I slowed down cuz my arm was hurting.

I helped out at the center till 6.30 like that den Sifu offered to dropped me back to my car...
Hee~ Today damn lucky....
and den....... He helped me to carry my equipment box. This is the 1st time he carry my box. Normally i bising heavy, the most he will do is open the door for me..

So he fetch me back to my car den he went back to center le... I used the back lane to jalan so on the way I saw Brian Sifu sitting at the back door there. So I gave him a big smile and wave at him. He smiled back and wave as well. I feel so funny today... Nx replacement class will be on this Wednesday. Duno this time is that lucky anot le...

Updates and Chikopek

2010-01-26T05:07:00.018+08:00

Greetings...

16 Jan 2010
Accounts Exam, went back Kampar and stayed a night at Grand Kampar Hotel.

So this was my room.

My Bed

My Bath Room

I Ta Pao McD from Ipoh for dinner and Watt Dan Hor from foom service for supper at 2am...
XD

Bunny and Hippo Dominated my bed with my notes..

I notice this Kettle when I wanna make coffee in the middle of the night. It has colour when i switch it on. Red while boiling and Blue when done.. Cun hor?

Did revission till 7am in the morning. Had free breakfast at the hotel.

Wanted to have some rest before exam. But den gan cheong till cannot sleep... I was on the bed berguling-guling for 2 hours.

and I cam whored XD~

With Bunny~

With Glasses.

Here comes the retarded ones.

Okie ignore the retarded ones. I know I look ugly.
Inilah Aksi-aksi otak rosak punya orang.

So finally i got to sleep at 10am. and woked up at 11.30am pack pack to check out.
I asked Vincent for lunch that time but he was eating d. Lols so I went to KFC alone to waste some time before exam since there is air condition. XD~

Didn't feel like eating but tak kan go sit there without eating nie thing right. So had some nuggets ad Orange juice.

So later on went to fetch Vincent and we went College together, takut sial.
Exam time 2pm to 4pm. Reach college at 1.30pm beratur den masuk the exam hall.
Kanasai sial... Keluar FIFO and LIFO... The one and only thing i didn'd revise cuz I not sure how to do as well. Aduh... Haiz.. Okie abaikan.

Went back have to hantar stuff for Godma den went wrong way. Nite time got party at Jenny's place. Her mama punya birthday, ada telur merah.

Next day,
Budak and GF came Ipoh. The fella driving without a LICENSE!!! He brought Puffy along
Den he sesat jalan. =.= I had to bring him to Casurina there for interview. I teman his Gf and son while he interview.

This thing very familar hor? "Excuse Miss, I'm so sorry but no pets allowed in the hotel"
HAhahahs.... We kena halau outside. So we chit chat outside.

Later after interview they come over my place for a while. I made them some thing to eat and they played with the new puppies. But then when puffy finally made friends with Gaho he has to go back already...

Poodle family portrait.

Picture of the New Puppies

They look like teddy bear. XD
Jack is so much bigger than Fran.

So Kecik Sial!!!!!

Tuesday 19 Jan 2010

I went to help Jenny for preparation for 200pax.

Wed 20 Jan 2010
Catering Day, Everyone busy busy busy......... but still manage to handle it. Poor Jenny had till work till late nights.

So later on Godma and I teman her to set the buffet.

So here's the food. Didnt manage to take picture of the desserts cuz it was wrap up.

There were more food.

Appreantly we had to jaga the buffet. Is this someone's wedding. He invited 1000 over people. WTF SIAL!!!! All orang KAMPUNG.
Okie Im sorry for discriminate or look down on kampung people. So no comments on the normal guess but this I cannot forgive!!!!

There is this bloody CHIKOPEK who kacau me. Berpura-pura want this want that and den go touch my hand. ZZzzzz den go ask for my number pulak. Of cuz i didnt give la. Den he ask me keep his phone and call him at night. His bloody name was WILLIAM, Tel number is 0125065182. Dangz I think also geli already. Den keep staring at me from far. Damn Kanasai lo. I hate him I bloody hate him ask him go find prostitute la if cannot tahan damn low class uncle yang sell insurance... Damn Pei Si him.

Then there is another rude guess come scold Jenny wo. Zzzz say wanna ta pao stuff but no plastic to da pao den go simple scold people. Den ask me scoop fruits for him. ok la i scoop, den scold me say scoop more la this la that la. I also fai si choi him. Zzzz stupid low class people. Know how to order people and scold people.Go sell fish la dangz.

Symptoms of Depression. Are you feeling like that?

2010-01-15T06:21:00.006+08:00

I notice myself changing, but I don't know how to explain. So I went to google the word DEPRESSION, wondering am I having some case like those, so this is wad I've got.

Physical depression symptoms which you may suffer from include:

· Over-eating
· Over-drinking
· Lack of interest in sex
· Poor concentration
· Violent or aggressive behavior in men
· Not interested in your appearance or hygiene
· Mood swings
· Anger

Depression Test

Are you depressed? - then try this test

This depression test will help you understand if you are depressed and just how bad it is. Take the test now!

Do you:

Wake up early in the morning and find you can't go back to sleep
Erm no, I find hard to sleep at night and hard to wake up in the morning. *PIG* Shhh... I know...
Do you often feel extremely tired without apparent reason?
Yes I do. I cannot even wake up at 6pm in the evening, Omg sial. Wad is wrong with me??
Do you lack self confidence and doubt yourself?
Yes, I feel useless and I cannot achieve anything till now. I am sad. =(
Do you feel lonely or withdrawn from the world?
Yes I do. I feel that I am wasting my time while other people is going to their goals.
Do you feel worthless?
YES I DO!!!! I feel i am not contradicting to anything at all.
Do you eat too much?
Yes I am. I'm having eating disorder lately. Who the hell will eat McD for supper and keep munching non stop over the mid night, feel hungry and feel bad and puke all the stuff out and go cook Maggie Mee in 5am in the morning?
Do you drink too much?
Erm. Alcohol? I don't drink at all. I get drunk easily. Water? not really. =.=
Do you find it difficult to concentrate?
Omg yes. I tried to study these few days but failed. I keep getting myself distract by other stuff.
Do you find it difficult to think logically or make decisions?
I can still think logically and make decisions.
Are you procrastinating or avoiding doing things?
Omg YES... I NEED TO STUDY. T.T
Have you lost interest in sexual activity?
I dun really care. Omg am I loosing it?????
Are you apathetic and lacking in motivation?
I guess so. I know I should do it but my body just wont listen. All I feel like doing is just stay at home and sleep and eat, thats it.
Do you sometimes feel like crying?
I do... When I think about some thing sad and disappointing.
Do you see no future for yourself?
I guess so, but no if I dun start working from now.
Do you feel trapped?
I don't feel like staying at home anymore.. I wanna go work. T.T
Do you feel you can't cope?
I guess If i work hard I can.... I think I can. Be positive, think positive I CAN!!!!
Do you have trouble sleeping at night?
Yes I do. I can't sleep at the correct time. but when Its time to sleep I can sleep. Yah I know *PIG*
Do you feel life is not worth living?
Sometimes I guess, because I am not doing anything to make it better.
Do you suffer from quick mood swings?
Yes I do recently. I was angry at my whole family for a small matter. I feel so bad for being such bad girl.

Test Results:

less than 5 - low level or beginnings of depression

5 to 10 - moderate level

11 plus - high level depression

Test Notes

Just a couple of the above may not be a problem but if you answer yes to say five or more of the above you are depressed.

Great! Oh Great! I score more than 11. So currently is under depression, Thank You.

2010-01-15T06:21:00.001+08:00

Happy 2010

2010-01-11T03:12:00.011+08:00

Stephie-Chan Wishing You A Wonderful 2010~!
May this year become a blessed year to everyone and may dreams come true too~!

Sneak Peak of 2010~

Resolution 2010

Study EXTRA hard. Mist achieve my goals which is my Diploma and Cert this year. (ITS A MUST)
Plan for my future job. I have some stuff in mind already, either further studies in overseas or find jobs in KL, Penang or SG or Take over a cake business at ipoh, or make own business in Ipoh. Depends wad happen.
Will be strong and shall not let people step over my head anymore. Shall not let people bully and make used of. Tired of being Arnab Panggang already.
LOSE WEIGHT!!! (aiks baru makan cake =.=) 10 KG here I come huahahahhaha
Shall control my temper and will train up my jutsu menahan kecil hati so no one gets hurt..
Organise my time well.
Drink more water and life a healthy way. (I cannot even finish a small bottle of water in a WEEK)

This is the water bottle which i fill it up on Monday.
The Bottle is as tall as my phone.
Shall pamper myself by buying a new cell phone. XD

Pretty??? The best thing is, it matches my camera~!
Shall master the skill to make sponge cake without burning it.

This is wad happen to Daph's Birthday cake last year. Im sorry I suck...
Shall save up money for future use.
Shall go to Super Junior Concert.
Will appreaciate God for everything he gave me.
BE more thankful for wad I have and the people around me.
Shall sleep early. My eyes are gonna pop out soon...
Shall learn to forget and forgive.

To all my family and friends,

I take the opportunity here to apologize for my bad behavior, rudeness, childishness which i perform last year. I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings. I'm sorry I suck being a good daughter, sister, cousin and a friend. I hope 2010 will be a better year for our relationship to grow stronger. 2010 is here I hope we all can forgive each other and forget bout the past in 2009.
Thank You all for being there for me in the past year. I appreciate everyone of you for supporting me in different ways and giving me hope to live in this world.

Your Sincerly,
Stephie

I was encourage today~! I will work harder in the future. Wait for me. I'm coming~!

I'm going to bed now. Nitex to all of you~!

2009-12-30T07:31:00.006+08:00

This is my 1st worst Christmas ever. Screw it sial thanks to some evil bastard with no brains. Maybe the Zombies ate it or maybe he just stores it inside his asshole which will keep it warm for it because of his selfishness.

23rd Dec
• Had Christmas dinner with the church.
• Finish the Adventure Mode of Plants vs Zombies
• So bo sleep the whole day

24th Dec
• Went last min Christmas Shopping.
• Christmas Eve Dinner with Gong Gong at Beacon Point.
• Mama force me to sleep at bloody 9.30PM WTF sial. It’s like Christmas eve. Everyone are suppose to go enjoy and count down or somehow. And I had to bloody sleep or she will naik gila and throw my PC away. So fuck my Christmas Eve.

25th Dec
• Woke up at 7.30am not knowing wad to do. So play with the cats for a while and went back to sleep.
• Jie went out with the Bastard.
• Came back to take things to go to the Bastard’s place to wrap Christmas Presents.
• Dinner time going to the Bastard’s place to have Christmas Dinner.
• Parents went to attend another Church Christmas Dinner.
• I’m stuck at home EATING MAGGIE MEE FOR CHRISTMAS. Thanks to the bloody Bastard. Zzzz
• So went Parade for a while to get some stuff for Malat and Family. • By 10pm I reach home and call Malat. Jie picke up the phone, saying going to play Left or Dead.
• Okie fine. I purposely bloody rush back and almost got hit by a car because wanna hang out with u all. And bought Ice Pearl Tea berperisa Taro for Malat to pujuk him happy cuz he work till CMI d.
• So Ok wanna go da gei go la. They say they will be coming back so I wait. But I was like waiting like So Hai at home not going anywhere just waiting for u all to come back to chill cuz Malat say not into hanging outside just wanna come over my place to chill. And I purposely bought Pancake Flour and Caramel Puding to have midnight supper TOGETHER just in case u all were hungry. If u are not coming back at least inform la.

I waited till like 3AM something only u come back and treat as if nothing happen like that. I check the time already. My friend call me that time was 3.30. Wai Kuan came back while I was on the phone. So is comfirm 3 something. Yah that is how I bloody pass through my Christmas day. Screw that Bastard. It’s all because of him. I heard the real story behind why they came back late that night. Rupanya that bloody Bastard yang suggest wanna go da gei de. Jie already say play 1game only. Then Jie bising wanna balik they langsung tak pedulikan dia.

FUCKER HAVE U EVER THINK BOUT ME??? WHY THE HELL U GO CURI MY SISTER AND COUSIN AWAY ON CHRISTMAS. SUDAH LA EVE U SEE HER, CHRISTMAS DAY U ARE WITH HER, CHRISTMAS DINNER U ALSO ASK HER OUT, TILL NIGHT TIME U ALSO NEED TO SEE HER AR? U NEED PPL TO ACCOMPANY YOU GO FIND OTHER PEOPLE LA. SHE HAS HER OWN LIFE OKIE… GO FUCK OFF.. I HATE U!!! I REALLY REALLY HATE YOU TO THE MAX. WHAT’S YOUR PROBLEM WO? YOU BO FRIENDS ISN’T MY PROBLEM LO. WHY DE HELL U WANNA STICK WITH HER 24/7 WO??? U THINK SHE IS YOUR IBU SUSU AR? FUCK U LA. BLOODY BASTARD.

I’m not trying to control my sister or wad. Is because I wanted to spend time with her on Christmas day since our parents were out. I wanted to go to a nice restaurant and wear nice nice to have a nice evening. See see he go invite her to Christmas party already. Okie never mind. I will wait for her to come back, because she ask me to invite her some where to celebrate Christmas. So I suggested why dun we go over to Malat’s place because we wanna see him after his tiring week... So she said okie, She’ll come back early for me.

So I waited for her to come back. And she didn’t. If you were in my shoes wad would u feel? Already all my family members went out to celebrate, My BFF is MIA, and others got their own activities or in other states or country. All I have is just my sis and cousin who were suppose to be there for me and yet CMI because of him.

Wad do u expect me to do?

I already tried to be nice to u in comic fiesta. You kecil hati till block me in MSN. But this time u are damn KERTERLALUAN!!! I really hate you deep core. You make me, Jie and Malat argue because of it. It all your fucking fault. I hate you! At 1st u discriminate me, later you keep looking for my weaknesses and step on it, then you don’t admit that you are wrong and now u steal my sister and cousin. WHAT THE FUCK U WANT FROM ME SOMEMORE?? This week will be a busy week. Have to prepare stuff for New Year Eve.

Fought with Daddy yesterday. He is damn melampau. I offered to cook dinner, so mum and I went shopping for ingredients. We bought fish. So I was so in the the mood to cook that day. I made Fried Fish with Sweet and Sour sauce. Okie go cuci the Fish and Dry it and season it and fry. Done. So dinner time. Everyone is halfway done already.

Mummy suddenly ask me.
Mummy: Did you remove the Insang?
Me: Erm HA!!! Omg no I didn’t. I didn’t notice it. And even if I had I didn’t know how to do it.
Mummy: How can you dun remove? No wonder the Fish is bitter like that la. Me: *was about to apologize*

And daddy said

Daddy: How can you do don’t know how to remove the thing. “Tang Yue” Me: I really duno. I haven’t do it before ma.
Daddy: I thought u work in Palace for so long already. Even cut the fish you also dun ar?
Me: Yah. *was about to explain* Cut fish was the butcher……..
Daddy: *dun even wanna finish listen* Den you are very char wo. (In a very SARCASTIC WAY.)
Me: Yah I am very char de ar.
Daddy: *still wanna add flame* Yes you are, wad u learn there for so long? Cut vegetables ar?

I seriously naik berang already lo.

Me: I am that Char gella. I very Bodoh de ar. I wad also duno how to do de ar. So from now on, I won’t cook already since “I so bodo” So the whole table was in silent mode. Dad didn’t even dare to say a word. So serve him right. This is wad he gets for not appreciating wad I cook everyday and abusing his words on me.

So currently I’m on Strike.

DREAMS…

These few days I dreamt about a lot of things. Mostly are the people I miss most. I couldn't see them in person so I had to see them in my dreams. Oh well at least It wasn't some thing horrible that happens.

1st night:
I dreamt about my grandma who passed away 4 months ago. I dreamt that she spokes to me and I fed her grapes. She was on the Wheel Chair.

2nd Night:
I had 2 dreams actually.

1st one was Daph and I at the Battle field of the Plants vs Zombie. So basically we were the plants and there will be like Zombies trying to eat us. So I was the attacker and Daph was the very important thing which is needed to finish the lane, and Its time of restoring was like very slow. So the Zombies almost reach at my lane to attack me, she quickly come protect me by standing in front of me, blocking the Zombies. And gave me chance to attack even more. So eventually we win the war. I dun really recall what we did to celebrate our victory, but I remember there was a straw toilet there. I duno why. Later on we end up at some place which lead us to the back door of Palace.

I duno how to explain so see the pic above to try and imagine ba.

2nd dream, I was walking towards the backdoor of palace holding a half bottle of ketchup . I saw some or my last time de friends and workmates. And I said Hi to them. But when I wnet in the restaurant, I saw Rasek, I shoke his hand, I saw Ling Ling, Nyah Nyah and Rempit. Lols… I was like hugging dem and dun wanna let go of them. Ling Ling's stomach so hard and big sial. XD Oh yea not forgetting Bustami. XD He was der as well. He was asking how come he has no hugs. These prove that I really misses them a lot till I had to see them in my dreams and not real life.

I wanted to write out some memories of my Palace's life. But have to wait till nx time 1st ba. Here is one of my picts with them.

Alright den, Im going back to my dream land.

Comic Fiesta 2009 Sunway Pyramid

2009-12-22T10:41:00.039+08:00

This Year's Comic Fiesta was at Sunway Pyramid on the 19th and the 20th December 2009.
We manage to finish up our Costume in time.
Chiko Group which went to CF were: 1.Raja Malat
2.NP Cherry
3.YAB Ratu Babi
4.SP Abi

As for the the other CHIKO MEMBERS who don't know who is Abi, She is our new Chiko member which our Raja Malat telah recruit her into our Guild. She dikasi pangkat Spokes Person A.K.A Suka Marah orang yang Berlevel 30.

So 4 of us bertolak dari Ipoh ke KL bersama-sama.

Reach KL at around 11 and go dress up till 1some thing only bertolak ke Sunway Pyramid.

Here are our Cosplay,

From Final Fantasy 7

Yuna the Summoner from Final Fantasy 10

From Death Note
Sorry my Hair wasn't Blonde and I didnt wanna wear a Wig.
But overall okie bo?

We were having Lunch at this place in Sunway.
Its so pretty
It has been a year since we came back KL.
Oh yea, People were like staring at us and the Waitress took picture of us as well.
And we got special treatment.
XD

We got surrounded by cameras when we just step in.
So hebat~!
Like Celebrity like that....

So Hebat man....

Sasuke-Kun yang teramat BERGAYA.
Oh WK minta maaf kerana tak dapat tangkap gambar cantik u dengan u punya sasuke... T.T

Other Cosplayers

Hee~! I've found Azuma Kazuma from Yakitate and Ichigo from Bleach.

They are Real Twins...

Found Final Fantasy 7 Crew~!

Scandal-Scandal

Yuna Found her Tidus.

Adakah sepadan???
Chiko member approve tak?
YAB Ratu Babi approve~!

Fan Service
XD

Berasa sedih... I cannot find my group.

Where is My Raito and L????
Apparently this L was in CF Day1.
Misa without a Raito or L

T.T

Ish Ish Ish.... Sudah geram. Pergi berscandal with Yuffie.
XD

Which lead us into a fight over Vincent.
XD

Telah menjadi Kawan dengan Yuffie.

Final Fantasy Group Picture~!

The Final Fantasy 7 Group hanya kekurangan Tifa and Aerith.
I mm kam yuen lo.... I actually wanna cosplay as Aerith but gagal... Ish Ish Ish,
and WK shud be Tifa...

Chew Sun spotted. I was looking for him every where... Lols~
Yes he's a HIM. Lols~

So tak tahu malu. I go ask Byakuya and Ichigo to pancung me.
XD

Loves this Pose.

That Gal ask Vincent to Shoot her. XD

MAlat withe Tinkerbell~

Spotted another Yuna...
Jie Super Excited~!

Malat hampir mati......

Evil Misa Misa~

Baiklah... Hingga disini sahaja la... Tired Sial... Selamat Malam~! Story Time nx time ba. YAB Ratu Babi is going to Lalaland now...

HAri Yang Malang

2009-12-12T05:22:00.003+08:00

At the Evening today I was suppose to go over to Jenny's place to help make cakes. So at 6 I keluar my rumah la. My car like got some thing wrong like that. Like producing strange noises when i pusing the steering. So I went to check my engine. Really, the power steering oil sudah habis. So I went to Shell Station to get a bottle of it.

Very easy only right.
Step 1: Bukak the Power Steering container punya Cap.
Step 2: Bukak the Power Steering Oil the bottle Cap.
Step 3: Tuangkan the minyak dalam the container.
Step 4: Tutupkan the container Cap.

So after I bought the Steering Oil, I did Step 1, and Kecilakaan berlaku. The Fucking Cap fell into the Engine part. Im like Oh Shit tries to pick it up, but it was no where to be found. So try to open the seal from the bottle but cannot bukak bacause too tight. The Shell Indian guy saw me like bodo bodo like that try to come help me tuang the minyak, but see see
I told him I jatuhkan the Cap inside the Engine there. He helped me search search search the fucking cap but still cannot, even his friend also came to help find the cap. He said to me, next time ask us to help ma if you don't know, we can help one. (but but but it was so sinple to just tuang then thing in only right... T.T

Later on there is this Chinese customer who came to pump petrol there. He at 1st ask what happend? So the Indian guy told him What happen la, the cap Jatuh bla bla bla, LAter they push my car to the side to find so wont block the road lo. Then this Chinese Customer pass by my car to go to the toilet. He came back and help me to look for the Cap. But still cannot. This Chinese man stayed with me for like 20mins at the petrol station just to find the cap. Zzzzz

At last the Indian Shell guy suggested that I find a foreman to gau tim it tmr, to find spare part ke wad ever la. So he tied a clothe on the container punya hole with a rubber band, so that i can go home. I stayed at the petrol station for like more than 1hour to try to find the cap. Zzzzz

I rushed to the foreman place near Malat's house but it was closed already, I saw this Indian man and I assume he's a worker there, So i called him "AhNe boleh tolong ka?" He was on the phone he ask me what happen. I said i cannot explain so i showed him the steering container with the clothe tied with a rubber band. I ask him got spare part for it a not, and told him my cap fell down there. So he ask the Lou Pan out to bring a torch Light. So he came out with nothing and ask what happen. I ask whether he had spare part for the cap anot, he said NO have to order nie got. So im like HA DEN HOW AR? like suara menangis like that, that indian guy tot i cry so pai se.

So the Lou Ban duno how he hit hit the bottom of the car and the cap fell out. I shouted u know. I was very thankful to him lo. And thank God for saving my life once again..., HAiz.... MAlang nya hari ini... Adui...

Chiko Birthday

2009-12-12T03:04:00.013+08:00

10.12.2009

Budak came back for this interview. So he reached Ipoh around 12.30pm so I went to fetch him at the bus station. After that straight went to send bento to Duck. Den makan with her and Budak.

Menu of the Day:
Fried Rice with Char Siew and Prawns
Veggies
ABC Soup yang di masak dengan penuh kasih sayang
Dessert: Mango Pudding

Fried Rice

Later Went Sunway there to look for this Hidden so called 5-star Hotel which i dun even remember the name. So this 5-star hoter hor very environment friendly de. Even the road to masuk is made our of small stones. Lobby not air conditioned, then got small pond around, with lots of flying insects. The chairs for guest are hard bamboo with a cushion. And ths thing which pissed me off is the chair is too big i cannot even lye my back on the chair. Okie imagine me, *short* which legs are not long enough to go in. I duno how to explain how uncomfortable it is so please see the illustration below.

Okie here is a picture of a comfortable chair where you can lean back and rest your back and neck, where your legs can reach the ground.

This Picture show an uncomfortable chair. Where your back and neck cannot reach the seat back, where the leg can still touch the floor.

Okie look at this, Imagine me and my short legs. I was so tired that time and I really wanna rest my neck and back, and I couldn't reach the chair. And If i would reach the back of the chair, my legs are not long enough to touch the ground so that wasn't comfortable at all. And I have to sit there and wait for Budak to finish interview. The chair was made out of the small rough bamboo, so it was quite hard. Anyways I was half asleep there because of exhaustion.

So anyway finally Budak came out. I was sweating IN A 5-STAR HOTEL WHICH CAUSE 1200++USD PER ROOM A NIGHT. We went to Jusco and sat in Sushi King to enjoy the air con. Had fried squid and soft shelled Crab.

Sudah makan half of it already. Lols

Mr Crabbie...

Later on went berjaran jaran for a while then head home.

I dyed Budak's hair... He pawn my 1st time of dying ppl's hair... Lols.. Anyway it turns out nice... Lols...

Later on, our Chiko Group had this surprise Chiko Birthday Party for our Beloved Chiko-M Man Wai @ Budak. He didn't know anything about it.. HOohohohoh

Location was suppose to be at Brewster but unfortunately, when we reach there, Happy Happy, Beria-Ria wanna go in that time............................

I was freaking close. So had to change location la. So Malat suggested Indulgence. Semua mata sudah besar. Lols.... But we went there anyway. Later on the Duck arrive. Duck and I sneak back to the car to sneak in the cake and ask Malat to sigh the Birthday Card which I made overnight. We ask the waitress to keep the cake for us, and she told us unfortunately we cannot eat the cake here because they are selling cakes too, but we are allowed to cut the cake there.

Later on we gave a speech for Budak. Lolz.

So Presenting the Birthday Boy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUDAK

We cut the cake in the restaurant and keep in back in the box to eat in the car later.

We were afraid that we couldn't make in time for the bus since it was 8.30pm, so we let Duck drive with her Dangerous Duck Driving skill (DDD). We made it in time at the Bus Station. Lucky the Bus got delayed, or else it might have left. After saying Good Bye, we fetch back Duck to her car at Indulgence and then back to Malat place. Waited for him to get this Laptop, WK went Yoda hunting while I fell asleep on the couch.

When reached home, I totally KO-ED. I totally died that time. I didnt even notice that Malat and WK were watching Beauty and The Beast and eating cakes and they on Orchestra Final Fantasy the whole night. They said they try to wake me up but gagal. I didn's even notice that Malat left the house. Aiks....

This is what happen for not sleeping the night before and Mega Hyper the next day but died at the next night. Lolz.. Alright for now...

Gotcha~

2009-12-07T18:37:00.003+08:00

Rules:

It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag ten people including the person who tagged you.

I tag: Raja Malat, Np Wai Kuan, Duckhighness, Chiko-M Man Wai, Little Gal, Jean, Jojo and Muffin Chan if u are reading this.

Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up!

IF the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

What is your name : Stephanie

A four Letter Word : Shit
A boy's Name : Steve
A girl's Name : Sally
An occupation : Sailor
A color : Silver

Something you'll wear : Skirt

A type of food : Sushi
Something found in the bathroom: Shampoo, Soap
Something found in the bedroom: Shonen and Shojo Manga XD

Something found in the Kitchen: Spoon
A place : Switzerland

A reason for being late : Stuck my finger in the a beer bottle
Something you'd shout : Shut the Fuck up!!!

An insult/swear word: Stupid
A nice word: Serenity
A bad habit: Snoring
A movie title : Spiderman, Superman, Cicakman XD
Actor: Steven Chow
Actress: Sarah Jessica Parker

Something you drink : Strawberry Milkshake
Something you hate: Stupid People
A musical group : SUPER JUNIOR

An animal : Shark

A flower: Sunflower
A street name : Stanley Street (Hong Kong)

A type of car : Suzuki Swift
A type of fruit/Veg : Strawberry/Spinach

The title of a song : SORRY SORRY – (Super Junior)
A word that describes you: Sweet

Lolz... Finally Habis... Hohohoh... U all kena tag kena do also wo... Damn fun sial this....

Back from Hong Kong

2009-12-01T21:40:00.002+08:00

Tadaimasu~

Aku dah pulang... Hohohoho... Erm currently at Darren's House now... Waiting for the movie to start at 11.10pm. Will be watching Ninja Assasin tonight...

CAme back home it was a disaster... My Computer was like full of dust and everything was like disconnected from everything... Adui.... The modem adapter was lost and couldnt online.... Tat time really dulan lo.. Adui..

De next day, went to hantar presents and clean up my cpu... I unscrew the the whole thing and vacum it... Adui the dust was like.... =.=

Den Nx day went out with CAroline... Went Jusco and Parade. Den MAlat went to cut his hair... It was so short man... Will Post up the pictutes soon in chiko blog... Lols...

Went back mandi den went out... Going to movie soon... Till then tatas~

Clarification.

2009-11-21T02:00:00.000+08:00

I was about to go to bed after updating the Chiko Blog. I went to Daph's Blog to Kepochi for a while and found out some thing that was not so nice happen to her, so I decide to take this time to clarify everything that happen.

This week was a quite a difficult week for me to go through. I have a lot things to think about which is making me depress and emo at the same time.

1. The Submittion of the Resit Form's Due date was on the 13November2009. I knew it after it reaches the deadline already. It means I cannot submit my form to attend my exam. I was so bloody scared that they will not accept my late submittions after a FEW days passed the due date.

2. My Dad's Company masuk pencuri when he is in overseas. My Aunt keep asking me, pestering me to contact him about the case. Which I cannot contact. And I couldn't help anything at all. Zzzzz...

3. I'm not feeling well. My left hand seems cacat abit. It urat-urat like stinging inside just by touching the outer layer of it only. My shoulder is starting to hurts again. Might strain i again. Old sickness. Zzzz

4. I feel sick staying at home. I wish to go back to my working life where everyday was like busy busy and no one controlling my life. My mum has been nagging me recently, saying I go out every night and complaining this and that, even the dog dun eat also my fault. Zzzz... I feel very sien already. Its like come on I've got a life okay? Is not like you don't know where am i going right? I told u d ma...
I have an intention of saying this to her. If you complain some more I'll move back to KL and never come back again.

5. I miss my freedom. I dun feel like staying here and listen to you nag everyday. I have my life too. Leave me alone. Thank You.

6. There is some thing really bothering me to the max. But I havent tell out yet. So I will clarify everything and the misunderstanding happened here.

Dear Babe,

Yes this is about the pictures. I'll be straight forward in this because between you and me there are no secrets. So lets start here. Remember that day in your house where I came to deliver cakes to you and Ken and Josh were placing the Jigsaw Puzzle for you. And when they went out, I took some pictures from your computer. And did you remember what I said to you then?

I was quite shocked and disturbed when I saw that picture posted in Facebook, even though you did not tag me but still it was on facebook.

I was really upset and disapointed that night, thinking about the promise we made.

I really appreciate that you respected me after I spoke to you the other day by removing that picture. I seriously do. I believe our friendship is stronger than that picture right babe?
I mean I still believe that YOU, my BFF is in the highest rank in my heart despite anything that happen. You were place there for a purpose. (diu u know I know la Zzzzz) I don't think the picture problem will affect our friendship? Its just a picture plus some misunderstanding only, seperti memakan burger tetapi salah letak gula. -Forgive my chikopekness- I hope you understand my side of the story now.

Im really sorry that what Jo says that hurt you. Because that morning i was quite sad plus my deadline for submitting for my resit form has pass already. I was mega stress and emo that morning, so I share my feelings with Jie, and I didn't know she will talk to Jojo bout it as well. Jojo didn't know the all story behind it, she just know my side of the story that's why she was siding me.

Jojo, that problem is just a misunderstanding only. I know you are always on my side supporting me, I appreciate it~ But this time is between me and her, is between our promises and trust. So I hope we can settle it okie??

I apologize for spreading my problems around, making you all worry and causing this BIG MISUNDERSTANDING which makes you all so fight and feel bad because of me. I am really sorry for all the bad things that happen to you all that is cause by me. I feel so bad for making you all like that. Its all my fault. Forgive me okie?

Thank you for understanding my situation right now. Huggies to all~

P/S: The Pig will always love The Duck despite anything.

Love,
LilStephie

Emo-ing In Progress

2009-11-17T05:01:00.005+08:00

Its 5.40am right now. I just finish puking out my gastric juice. Just started to feel emo today and I couldn't sleep because there are a lot stuff that need to be think in my head. I have no idea what's the main reason that is upsetting me right now because I have too much problems to think about. I have been hiding this part of me since last 2 months. I'm trying my best to lie myself to go through this without feeling this way. But I failed. Seriously a lot things whether you like in a not just happen. I just wanna hide in the corner and cry right now. I know after I do, It will not change the fact or anything but I really feel burden up. I feel like talking it out but who can really understand how I really feel?
Its like everything happening at the same time. How to handle???

My BFF and Very Good Friends:
My heart is aching for some reason.
Guess I'm still thinking bout the pass. I miss my old life with all my friends there with me.
Its really depressing when someone just leave you without giving any warning.
I remember when Babe left me all by myself, I was so freaking depress I almost lose it, and before that, a group of Seniors A.K.A my Ah Kors which I was really close to just graduated and left the place. Not knowing when the heck can we all meet each other again.

Later on a very good friend of mine is gonna leave me, I spend the whole afternoon and evening crying on his bolster without him knowing I was crying. But the tears and mucus made a big stain on is so bocor rahsia la.

Saying Good Bye to some one dear to you is the hardest thing ever. It hurts deep down. Knowing you will not see that person again for a very very long time or maybe forever.

Loosing a friend, is like loosing a part of yourself and your Jigsaw Puzzle cannot not be complete forever without that certain piece that is so important to you.

My College Life:
At 1st I couldn't mix with my classmates. I tried mix with the girls but they seems to have their own group and couldn't fit me in anymore.
I was a loner in class, I always sit alone or with random people. This is call anti-social.
I terus go back home right after class. I wont stay back to hang out with people.
So later on when all my close friends left me I started to mix with some friends in class.

My Course Mates:
Apparently I was the only girl in my group, I don't know why the gals hate me that time.
So I was always been pampered and treated like a Princess.
My friends really took care of me that time.
I am the one with all the adventurous ideas of doing crazy things, and they actually accompany me to do all of them.
I was so lonely during my 19th Birthday because I was stuck in kampar alone, but some of my course mates accompany me back to Ipoh to celebrate it. I was really touch that night.

My Working Life
I miss my work place where everyone needs everyone everyday.
We spend every single moment together in the work place.
Berpuasa together, Trolley Hunting, Breaking Eggs, Peeling Potatoes and Onions, Hiding in Chiller, Making Orders, Frying Omelette and Eggs, Speaking to Foreign Strangers.
Getting scolding from my Boss.
I miss being wanted all the time.
I miss Arab season where it was so busy I don't even have time to cry when i cut off 1/2 of my nail.
I miss Chef calling me Ah Moi all the time.
And Italian Papa shouting "Stephanie Ho!! Do not run in the kitchen" and Italian Mama call me "Lui Pao"

Yes, indeed I am a workaholic when I am in duty. I feel the pleasure in being wanted in my workplace, thats what make me secure. I don't feel useless that time even though I'm a clumsy pig which always cause trouble to my chefs.

My arm hurts, got a flu injection from Doctor today. I hate injections. Zzzzz
Burnt my hair just now while trying to do something stupid. Dun wanna mention it already.

I should have listen to people's advice where I did not. He and She warned me"Don't eat the stuff that just came out from the oven, it is bad for your throat"
Now serve me right for having a bad soar throat. Zzzzz

I guess thats in for today. The people that is going to renovate the house is here already.
Sien la everyday also damn noisy... Gonna hide myself in my room i guess....

Continue-ing of this week activities

2009-11-12T13:27:00.010+08:00

Inilah Chiko Senior's Bento Set~

After Piano Lesson Both of us like KO on the bed...

Memakan Claypot Chicken Rice~
Nga Pou Kai Fan~!

Scandal spotted. Ducky and Piggie~
Kita memang sudah ada jalan de...
HOhohohoh

Wanna pack but end up playing Guitar. Lols~

Memakan MCD for 3 suppers in a Row...
Wtf
=.=

SS501 yesterday baru keluar.
Love like this~
I sudah addicted.
~<333>

This Week's activities

2009-11-11T15:54:00.011+08:00

Stayed over at Duck's place. Was amaze cuz 1st time see PINK TOOTHPASTE. Lolz

Went Lunch at Cafe Takahashi to makan. Sedap~

Dinner at Wolley for Cendol... Oishii des~
Not forgetting the Orh Jien, Herba Chicken Noodle, and the Vietnamese Spring Roll.

McD's for supper 2 days in a row....
=.=

Went Sushi King With CArmen.
Go Beli barang membuat Pizza and Bento.
We like Bimbo pergi shopping like Auntie like tat.
Its not glam at all to pegang plastic bag yang banyak with heels and pretty dress.
Any volunteer to angkat barang for us please >.<

Make Bento Till 4am in the morning. Wake up damn STEAM man...
=.=

Inilah hasil kerja Aku~!
Menu hari ini:
*Potato Salad
*Mini Ham Sandwich
*Mushroom Sauce on Roda Pasta
*Telur berbentuk Rabbit
*Onigiri perisa Salmon
*Small Rice roll berbentuk Comel~
*Konyaku Jelly

Adakah comel?

Inilah Babe aku yang memegang onigiri yang dibuat oleh aku dengan penuh kasih sayang~

P/S: Ichigo-chan thank you for lending me ur bento stuff babe~! Appreaciate it~! I will wash it back and simpan baik baik for u okie.... Thankz alot~!